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WarMy father returned from the warA changed man. He was hungryAll the time. RecruitedFor the Scouts Church Picnic,He recreated military chiliThat he’s made whenAboard the cruiser headingToward Okinawa. FortunatelyJapan surrendered beforeHe had to fight. WhatReally happened to himHe never spoke aboutExcept to buddiesAround a poker tableIn the living room.Smoking and drinkingUntil he lost his temperAnd started smashingEverything. He had a violentStreak and was totally Unpredictable. Some daysAfter work, he’d be warmAnd generous; other daysHe’s beat the crap out ofAny of us for no reason.That’s what war taught him,I guess, how unexpectedCruelty can be, how littleCan protect you, how much betterIt is to be hated than loved.[Disposable Poem September 30, 2009]Dr. Mike
War
ReplyDeleteMy father returned from the war
A changed man. He was hungry
All the time. Recruited
For the Scouts Church Picnic,
He recreated military chili
That he’s made when
Aboard the cruiser heading
Toward Okinawa. Fortunately
Japan surrendered before
He had to fight. What
Really happened to him
He never spoke about
Except to buddies
Around a poker table
In the living room.
Smoking and drinking
Until he lost his temper
And started smashing
Everything. He had a violent
Streak and was totally
Unpredictable. Some days
After work, he’d be warm
And generous; other days
He’s beat the crap out of
Any of us for no reason.
That’s what war taught him,
I guess, how unexpected
Cruelty can be, how little
Can protect you, how much better
It is to be hated than loved.
[Disposable Poem September 30, 2009]
Dr. Mike